it is currently 5:15 in the moring of Friday, October 31st, 2008 and I am on youtube, go figure. we've set the clocks back an hour so i woke up at 4:52 instead of 6:00. so right now i feel quite accomplished for waking up this early. its really cold, i just hope it doesnt snow again. yes i know, snow in october already ?! its canada whatd you expect. well todays halloween if you payed any attention to the date. you know what else it is today ? the death-iversary of Mr. and Mrs. Potter; the day harry potter become the boy who lived. NERD SENSES ARE SO TINGLING! anyways, as i mentioned in a previous post im going to be pauly bleaker from juno and ill be sure to post a post-halloween blog or maybe even a VIGH-DEE-OO TAP-EE. if you live/ have been in toronto and seen the musical We Will Rock You you'd know what im talking about. BTW, it was amazing. i went to see it on wednesday with my vocal class, the two instrumental classes + some grade 10s. if youre around to see it, you really should. plus the main character, Galileo(Yvan Pedneault) is UBER hot. if you google him, hes not that fantastic but on stage; BUDDY.
well im going to finish my homework
and then probably take a shower
then sleep some more before school starts
but most likley not going to the the last statement.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
just noticed
tomorrow high school musical three comes out. though im fucking pumped, i talk about it a tad bit too much. i appologize for that and in advance for the days after the epic movie comes out
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
baseball is one hell of a game
If you'd just let me be your everything.
If you'd just let me be your everything.
This life falls hard and fast.
So I'll make those moments last.
And will you catch me as I’m tripping head over heels for you.
But I'm so tense and tired.
I'm so dense and wired.
But your smile's all I need and it's etched in my memory.
Make me yours I'll make you mine.
I've wished on every star in the sky.
I've wished on every moving satellite.
I've wished on every plane that's passed me by.
I've wished on every star in the sky.
I've wished on every moving satellite.
I've wished on every plane that's passed me by.
But you still don't want me.
What will make you want me?
But you still don't want me.
What will make you want me?
What will make you want me?
Why don't you want me?
If you'd just let me be your everything.
If you'd just let me be your everything.
This life falls hard and fast.
So I'll make those moments last.
And will you catch me as I’m tripping head over heels for you.
But I'm so tense and tired.
I'm so dense and wired.
But your smile's all I need and it's etched in my memory.
Make me yours I'll make you mine.
I've wished on every star in the sky.
I've wished on every moving satellite.
I've wished on every plane that's passed me by.
I've wished on every star in the sky.
I've wished on every moving satellite.
I've wished on every plane that's passed me by.
But you still don't want me.
What will make you want me?
But you still don't want me.
What will make you want me?
What will make you want me?
Why don't you want me?
If you'd just let me be your everything.
Monday, October 20, 2008
vanessa anne
relationships
there are many kinds of romantic relationships.
one : dating
two : dealing
three : marriage
though ive never been married and im usually on the outside looking in here it is :
dating, is fun in all until someone gets hurt. basically if youre not completley commited to it, it ends up ruined. and then theres internet dating , though i dont advise it at a young age it can be quite nice i would think ( i havent really done that before ). i think it'd be fine if you met & dated someone over youtube, there you have some background knowledge and it completes some the whole physical aspect of it. when you throw in physicality it jumbles up a normal dating relationship. some couples handle it well but when youre me, you dont want to be constantly thinking about him. im sort of a keep your guard up for the sake of not getting hurt but sort of hurting yourself in the first place kind of thing. i know that didnt make sense but continue on please. and then theres number two : dealing. dealing is like acting like a couple but not really dating. its sort of dating without a label and guard; sort of like an open relationship but worse, kinda. youre both stuck really liking eachother but one ( usually the boy ) would feel reluctant to ask you out making it offical. then theres marriage. though ive never experienced it, its hard to see anyone thats still together and happy these days. my parents are together but i wouldnt call them mr. and mrs. brady. i find it a load of cock and bull the fact that its going to take me so much for me and my future husband to stay married and happy. why cant it be easy like for my grandparents ? ballix.
basically, what im trying to say is: dealing sucks. you get frustrated because theyre not asking you out and you dont really know what else you could do. you try to drop hints making sure they know what you want and yet it never happens. if there was someway somehow i could make this guy see this without me telling him to, id be happy.
end of story

one : dating
two : dealing
three : marriage
though ive never been married and im usually on the outside looking in here it is :
dating, is fun in all until someone gets hurt. basically if youre not completley commited to it, it ends up ruined. and then theres internet dating , though i dont advise it at a young age it can be quite nice i would think ( i havent really done that before ). i think it'd be fine if you met & dated someone over youtube, there you have some background knowledge and it completes some the whole physical aspect of it. when you throw in physicality it jumbles up a normal dating relationship. some couples handle it well but when youre me, you dont want to be constantly thinking about him. im sort of a keep your guard up for the sake of not getting hurt but sort of hurting yourself in the first place kind of thing. i know that didnt make sense but continue on please. and then theres number two : dealing. dealing is like acting like a couple but not really dating. its sort of dating without a label and guard; sort of like an open relationship but worse, kinda. youre both stuck really liking eachother but one ( usually the boy ) would feel reluctant to ask you out making it offical. then theres marriage. though ive never experienced it, its hard to see anyone thats still together and happy these days. my parents are together but i wouldnt call them mr. and mrs. brady. i find it a load of cock and bull the fact that its going to take me so much for me and my future husband to stay married and happy. why cant it be easy like for my grandparents ? ballix.
basically, what im trying to say is: dealing sucks. you get frustrated because theyre not asking you out and you dont really know what else you could do. you try to drop hints making sure they know what you want and yet it never happens. if there was someway somehow i could make this guy see this without me telling him to, id be happy.
end of story
four days.
im freaking pumped
im freaking pumped
Sunday, October 19, 2008
forget what i said.
*edit.
i deleted the post below this one, but couldnt bear to actually delete it.
i deleted the post below this one, but couldnt bear to actually delete it.
Friday, October 17, 2008
'life is a maze and love is a riddle'

life.
its like one of those maze games; the ones where to get maximum points you have to take a risk and go into the unknown to collect the fruits.
and in the end, its not about getting out of the maze, its about getting the high score. in reality, going to collect the fruits are the great successes we achieve. even though we get success doesn't mean that we wont crash and burn right after from one of the blinking bad guys that eat you.
and when you finish the maze and finally get out i would say its in comparison to dying. cause to see youre journey and marvel it, you would be in heaven able to bask in all its glory and be thankful for every up and down youve ever gone through.
thought you should know.
this blog comes in 6 parts
part one :paper towns
by john green.
if you dont know who he is, search vlogbrothers on youtube
and become amazed.
also, i want paper towns
with a dying passion
but the fact that i live in the middle of no where kind of ruins it
part two: cardcaptors.
why it doesnt just come back i dont know. same with pokemon season one. let me rephrase it, pokemon with MISTY. those were the days.
part three: jessum31 makes me happy.
thought y'all should know
part four: myspace.
i love so many unsigned bands on myspace. plus theyre all so nice and down to earth responding to comments and stuff. they complete me, i wish i was in a cool myspace bands. but i think that would require some sort of talent, which as a matter of fact, i dont have. well no talent other than the fact that i can bend both my pinky fingers down without my forefinger with it (:
part five: the everlasting chat. ive been included. i dont feel like a complete loser; more like a loser thats loved. if you were in the everlasting chat, you make me smile.
and finally part six : i think this is part six ? i really wonder why teenage life is so hard.
by john green.
if you dont know who he is, search vlogbrothers on youtube
and become amazed.
also, i want paper towns
with a dying passion
but the fact that i live in the middle of no where kind of ruins it
part two: cardcaptors.
why it doesnt just come back i dont know. same with pokemon season one. let me rephrase it, pokemon with MISTY. those were the days.
part three: jessum31 makes me happy.
thought y'all should know
part four: myspace.
i love so many unsigned bands on myspace. plus theyre all so nice and down to earth responding to comments and stuff. they complete me, i wish i was in a cool myspace bands. but i think that would require some sort of talent, which as a matter of fact, i dont have. well no talent other than the fact that i can bend both my pinky fingers down without my forefinger with it (:
part five: the everlasting chat. ive been included. i dont feel like a complete loser; more like a loser thats loved. if you were in the everlasting chat, you make me smile.
and finally part six : i think this is part six ? i really wonder why teenage life is so hard.
Monday, October 13, 2008
sorry.

things i love:
youtube
jon and kate plus 8
teenvouge
pineapple juice & strawberries
ikea
new zealand
the show 'Rupert' from a REALLY long time ago
infatuation
comments on this thing
mythbusters
parties
the summer set
pokemon
myspace
colours
purity rings
famjams
skinny jeans
juno
eating stride gum WITH the wrapper
GOSH cosmetics
nerdfighters
digimon
blogspot
to dress up
bubble tea
my family
cardcaptors
food
harry potter
music
jessums31
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though i do not believe in loosely throwing out the L word
i think for this list of things,
it is appropriate
Sunday, October 5, 2008
blogspot
seems that now you can 'follow' blogs on this thing. ive started doing that a while back. it seems that EVERYONE has blogspot, so naturally im already following them all.
man, im such a sheep.
man, im such a sheep.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
internetzombiemovie
so, i forgot ive subscribed to internetzombiemovie on youtube and when three of Bryony's videos have come up i was dumbstruck. getting to the point, i only watched the one about vloggers needed and i think id be able to pull it off.
if you don't know what the internet zombie movie is check out this, this and
this.
its an amazing project, and i commend Bryony on such a good job on organizing this. i think this will go down in the youtube history vlogs. truly legend, up there with smosh and lonleygirl15.
if you ever have a chance, check it out
and try a be a part
i know i will (:
if you don't know what the internet zombie movie is check out this, this and
this.
its an amazing project, and i commend Bryony on such a good job on organizing this. i think this will go down in the youtube history vlogs. truly legend, up there with smosh and lonleygirl15.
if you ever have a chance, check it out
and try a be a part
i know i will (:
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
where i reside.
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