if i were to write a post secret mine would say...

i have this folder entitled 'sweetheart' in hopes that my mum would be the snoop that she is and open the folder and go through the pictures. but really, theyre just all the post secrets that apply to me; i hope she reads every single one and starts to see what sort of crap i feel.

i secretly hope you check my blogspot

ill write a milion things in here,
about you
just hoping that maybe,
you'll find it
and realize
yes, YOU are the 'you' im referring to.



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EDIT.
i often finding myself thinking that if things were different and we were together,
would i still have all these
sleeping
eating
and blood
disorders/ problems.

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EDIT.
that, and if my parents would approve of anything that makes me happy anymore.

so it was really hot today and i hate hot

like not nice hot like STICKY hot
and like two days ago, it was typical canadian spring weather
so it was like SHOCKER
so now im mad, cause i hate hot

IN OTHER NEWS:
im trying to win a contest :D
heres the link to my video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CybMDK6FU8k

totally stereotypical

i put this at my display picture and got 5 people saying:

you are so hardcore

what stereotypes go on in my friends' heads

i totally posted a picture comment on stephen (3sixty5days picture and no i dont have time for links sorry) and i got this

85 days till harry potter

your name is zelda and my name is link
ill save hyrule kingdom before you can blink

happy jesus' resurrection day (:

well i went to church today,
with my family of course
and the whole time i was there
i couldnt stop thinking, how can i believe so strongly
and others not at all
i realize everyones entitled to their own opinion
but like, its hard to let them know where i stand
i respect their views
but somehow they think mine are totally unorthodox
i wonder...

MY INTERNET LIVES!

and you best believe i saw hannah montana the movie yesterday
and you best believe that ive had the fucking best two days of my life